You asked why am i always depressed? i go cause i just am, but i really wanted to say is, it's because you make me depressed.
People have said to me that you are an asshole, i backed you up, people have talked behind your back and bitch about you, and i also backed you up. & in return i get this... depression...

Depression that hurts so much that i didnt know i could hurt so bad, depression that keeps coming back like its haunting me, why cant you see that your hurting me even when you said you didnt want to hurt me.

your the one whos making me cry
your the one whos making me bitch about you
your the one whos making me depressed

I dont know what to do no more, all i want is our friendship to go back to what it was. is that asking too much.

i was happy when

you were the one who made me laugh
you were the one who made bitching fun
you were the one i'd tell all my problems to
you were the one who used to always cheer me up

this new you, i dont even know who you are no more

i went to you, do you hate me now? are you doing it on purpose? you went no i dont hate you.

i dont even get a lol or ily no more from you, i think if u said ILY/I LOVE YOU and meant it i would believe it and this pain would go away for while until you start becoming distance again.